what keeps me on my feet

BEATITUDE 7

"blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God." -matthew 5:8


pure in heart.

to tell you the truth,,, towards the end of last year, my heart was starting to get farr from being pure. sometimes, our hearts are so dangerous... it tells us one thing, and then our mind tells us another.. i thought that over the summer, i purified and cleansed myself, but it's what.. 6-7 weeks into school now? and i feel like my heart is drifting from purity again. =(

when i'm addressing purity in this sense... i'm referring it to sth. that i know God doesn't want for me.

it's a very complicated issue for me.. it has been complicated since the end of last year when i was confused and lost.

the only thing that really kept me going though.. was GOd. i kept telling myself "God has a better plan for me." and thats what really keeps me on my feeet.

"blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God..."

i know i'm still far from being that pure in heart.. i have a lot of things to work on... like controlling my emotions and allowing my God to take over them, rather than me wanting whatever i want.. i do see God. i know, for sure, that He will bring in something greater.