eyes towards the cross

isaiah 40:26

²⁶ Lift your eyes and look to the heavens who created all these- He who brings out the starry host one by one, and calls them each by name. Because of his great power and mighty strength, not one of them is missing.


sometimes, i have the hardest time expressing myself. i'm just not good with words.. never have been and never will be. when i want to say something but i have no idea how to come about saying it, i get quiet...

right now, i've hit rock bottom. God has never broken me the way He did. when i thought He has brought me to my weakest point, i'm wrong and He brings me to an even weaker state. so many things keep piling up. this, especially, is hard to put into words.. so instead, i seek comfort in my Father in Heaven- the one who created and named every star in the sky.. His power is truly shown when He has time to care for me, when He has created 6+billion other people whom He also makes time for. He carries each of us in His mind, not leaving out a single human being.

something i've learned from my journey with God,, is that i can't be happy every step i take in my relationship with HIm-- but beyond that, there's comfort.. comfort in knowing how He will be with me wherever i go. all i have to do is lift my eyes up to Him.