Jermiah 29:11

It's 4:15 am right now and i'm pulling my first allnighter of the semester. yipee. exams coming up wed, thurs, and fri. on top of that, two major papers and a presentation next week.

A lot of things have happened that have tend to trigger my thoughts, my heart, my mind and my soul. times like these, i just wanna give up.. that very pessimistic side of me that says "you can't do this, so just give up and stop wasting your time.."

It's like a cycle.. it's supposed to be a progression, but no, for me my spiritual life was a cycle. my problem? my problem was my lack of understanding.. why does God do the things that He does? why does he place certain people in our lives? you have these questions right now, but answers will start to appear eventually.

" 'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.' " - Jermiah 29:11

See?? "not to harm you.." never to harm you and never to harm me. that's sucha hard concept to grasp.

My source of motivation? only in Christ alone, i'll place my trust.

Okay, i must go back to digging my face in my econ book.